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Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Auerbach, Jul 31, 2015.

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  1. Auerbach

    Auerbach Well-Known Member

    I feel like cutting again, I want to cut my face since that is where the problem lies. I am tired of not saving anything for myself, of having no self respect just to try to achieve my goals. I can't take it, this can't be, can it, my fear is true, and these things will never come back. I wish I was dead. The rage, the hate, the frustration. Cutting, cutting, pleasing you, you win, you've always won, i've always been a loser, I was one then and boy am i ever one now. And it's always been you.
     
  2. temporaryradiance

    temporaryradiance New Member

    "sometimes to stay alive you've gotta kill your mind"
    -Migraine by Twenty One Pilots

    Don't think. Shut off your mind. Lay down on your back, scream, punch a pillow. And then stop, close your eyes. Kill your mind rather than yourself and let it go blank. The pain will subside. These temporary feelings of rage will not last, but those scars will. Don't do anything too fast. Stay Alive.
     
  3. Auerbach

    Auerbach Well-Known Member

    Thanks. But I still feel like cutting, my arms, legs, torso, the blade...my old friend.
     
  4. Auerbach

    Auerbach Well-Known Member

    I want to be dead.
     
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