Two weeks and I'm back to University. Normally I'd not be looking forward to having to go to class and spend time learning stuff I don't care about or even need but at least I'd finally get away from my family and get to see my friends (one in particular). Now I'm entering my 5th year (I suck enough to need to take another year) and I have my regular things I'm not looking for and the fact that everyone else is gone. No one to look forward to seeing and no one to try and at least do something with to forget how shitty everything else is. :sad: Edit: Fuck it, I always start writing these things to get it out since I have no one to talk to and I always end up realizing how big an asshole I am and I don't blame everyone for leaving me.