Here I am alone.. on a Saturday night nothing to do all my friends have been gone since highschool I just don't make new ones.... I don't know I have a few girls I talk to and all and a girlfriend but she's asleep so I can't bother her. I just don't know for some reason I feel really trapped. Ugh it sucks so bad I know I'm going to regret doing this but I know it makes me feel better. People look at my scars or whatever and say "Oh your cat scratch you?". So I normally nod and laugh it off. I just feel like shit I can't explain it.