Basically there was a time when a lot of people thought me and my best guy friend should date/were dating. And like it was beyond "oh you two would be cute together" and was on the scale of insisting we had feelings for each other (and apparently for a while he did have feelings for me but whatever). It was really uncomfortable, especially when our parents hopped on board, but we've laughed about it a lot since then and I'm usually not bothered by what happened. Except today two of my suitemates and one othere girl made a huge deal about it and insisted he's my boyfriend and/or will be my boyfriend and/or still has feelings for me and god I'm so upset right now. I can't decide if I want to cry, vomit, or cut (if get the urge to cut a lot without acting on it but I guess it's still worrying). I dunno. I just feel like shit.