Ugh

[fsphoenix]

I can't keep doing this, but I don't know what it is wrong with me that keeps causing it all. I never fit in, always end up alone and outside watching everyone else living these normal, happy lives. How can it possibly be worth going through the same thing day after day when there's nothing to look forward to?

 

[Sadeyes]

So sorry you are feeling this way...is there a professional you have spoken to about the way you are feeling? It might be worth exploring how to help not feeling this way

 

[Wispiwill]

Pass but if it helps, you're not alone. I'm right there with you.

 

[fsphoenix]

Haven't spoken with one in many years, mostly due to some issues I've had in the past. But yeah I've tried that, been put on this or that medication, it's just always back to the same thing.