? ... Dec 30, 2006 #1 Dec 30, 2006 #1 it is AMAZING how much i hate myself. i'm not one for hate... but ohhhh, dammit... i hate myself. shit. congratulations life! you've won. you've fucking triumped. because i can't do it anymore. and now i've gotta suck it up and smile for everyone else's sake. i just can't do it anymore.