I'm so close to just giving up on life right now. I hate being so depressed. I cut for the first time in a month last night and now I feel even worse. Today I quit my job because I can't drag myself out of bed to get there. I haven't eaten in 2 days or talked to anyone exept my boyfriend and his mom. I just hate myself so much right now. God, I feel like such an attention seeker writing this. Sorry.