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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by emilyroselovesu, Oct 23, 2010.

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  1. emilyroselovesu

    emilyroselovesu Well-Known Member

    hatred is taking over her soul
    hatred for herself
    she cannot go a single day without thinking of the worst scenario
    so many things she could do to branch off
    laziness and lack of motivation keeps her back
    afraid of change, afraid to be the person she wants to be.
    there is just so much keeping her back.
    not just from her future but everyday tasks.
    when it comes back it gets worse every time
    every time feels like the end is nearer and nearer
    she believes everyone is beautiful in their own way
    but she cannot find beauty within herself, on the inside or out.
    she wants to start over.
    move far away and just start over
    she doesnt feel love
    if she tries to get support
    she feels she is wasting their time
    in her mind she is always forgotten and forever useless.
     
  2. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    Do you want to talk?
     
  3. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    If Emily Rose loves me, then I love her back!

    :hug:
     
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