hatred is taking over her soul hatred for herself she cannot go a single day without thinking of the worst scenario so many things she could do to branch off laziness and lack of motivation keeps her back afraid of change, afraid to be the person she wants to be. there is just so much keeping her back. not just from her future but everyday tasks. when it comes back it gets worse every time every time feels like the end is nearer and nearer she believes everyone is beautiful in their own way but she cannot find beauty within herself, on the inside or out. she wants to start over. move far away and just start over she doesnt feel love if she tries to get support she feels she is wasting their time in her mind she is always forgotten and forever useless.