I screw things up with my friends. ><; I'm just, way too emotionally dependent I guess, I don't know, but it sucks.. I wish my friends could just, realize that I'm screwed up in some ways, and that I need help, not for them to talk to me less.. I know they have lives, and I don't care if they go off and do stuff, but why do they have to way they want to talk less? Even when they're not busy? And then they want to call them when they 'feel like talking.' It sucks..