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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by xXWhateverItTakesXx, Apr 13, 2011.

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  1. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    A little tipsy and so depressed..This isn't good..Not that I care anyway.. :(
     
  2. solutions

    solutions Well-Known Member

    Smart tip: Drink some water, get something in your stomach, and rest. How long depends on your time zone.
     
  3. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Not in the mood to sleep. I am really not..
     
  4. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    you are cool.
     
  5. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I am not cool, no one cares. Not even my own family. Fuck them, fuck everyone. Can't fucking take this anymore.

    Fuck you world, you are useless...
     
  6. Ritsu

    Ritsu Well-Known Member

    awwww *hugs* you are not worthless you are not someone some where cares someone some where wants you please don't end it will hurt them more than you can ever imagine and the way out is not painless I tried last night it hurt more than I ever thought it would please do me a favour look in a mirror the person you are looking at cares they want you to fight thw
    e first step is loving yourself again it takes time but I am sure its worth it you can get there ask foor help please it does not make you less of a person.
     
  7. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    No one wants me. Ive had my use, I am finished

    Bye
     
  8. Ritsu

    Ritsu Well-Known Member

    NOOOO!!!! I want you I want to get too know you please please tell us a little about yourself anything your hobys the things you like anything at all maybe something you always wanted to do
     
  9. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Only thing i like is the thought of not being here in a few hours.

    simple
     
  10. Ritsu

    Ritsu Well-Known Member

    that can't be the only thing I refuse to belive that please do not do it please it fing hurts I will never forget the sound of my sister crying after I told her what I tried to do her words of kindness her understanding voice and the pain in it I could never do that to someone I love again I will not and I refuse to let anyone else without at least trying to stop them
     
  11. solutions

    solutions Well-Known Member

    Okay, you said a "little" tipsy. Did you drink anything after you first posted?
     
  12. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Nope, and what I have drunk has well gone.

    These are my true feelings. I can't live anymore. I don't expect anyone to miss me.
     
  13. Ritsu

    Ritsu Well-Known Member

    I will and I only just met you please do not do it, its not worth it please give yourself a chance give us a chance to get to know you this beta wolf will miss you I will not take your choice away I will not tell you that its a bad choice because I understand the pain I understand the wanting it to end its all I wanted last night but please give us a chance.
     
  14. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Its better than this pain.
     
  15. Ritsu

    Ritsu Well-Known Member

    it is not it hurts more than you can ever imagine please don't or at least think it through ask yourself why what are your reasons do they make sense are they good ones if you do it than I am truly sorry as I will of failed I do not wish to take the choice away from you I just wish to help you pick the red pill pick to fight.
     
  16. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I know the pain. A lost a good friend to suicide(my fault) So I do understand, I do "get it". Doesn't change anything. I already SH..Feels good..

    Sorry...
     
  17. Ritsu

    Ritsu Well-Known Member

    don't be sorry about SH ok I feel I have to say this now I lost my partner to suicide I know how you feel it hurts so very much but after my attempt last night I relised she woukd hate me she wants me to go on for both of us to scream and tell the world whats its lost I will go on for both of us I will do something to make her proud I know she is waiting for me and I know she will always wait so please think about it would your friend want you to do it no they will hate you live for the both of you please do it look in a mirror ask what they want for you I bet you will scream fight I did that a bit ago it helps so much
     
  18. Ritsu

    Ritsu Well-Known Member

    I do hope you are still here with us *hug I will cry if not
     
  19. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    heart racing, arm hurts

    im ready
     
  20. Ritsu

    Ritsu Well-Known Member

    Stop it please stop it phone a crisses team please stop.
     
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