Hello SF... I'm not very sure what to say here, I'm new, I guess... 17 from the US. Guess I should say I've been considering 'things' for awhile now, I just can't see myself going on in life with how things are, perhaps I'm scared of it, I'm not sure. I'm an LoTR fan, kinda where I have my best memories when reading the books and watching the movies. The last thing I have to say...I was shaking while I wrote this, guess it's just part of introducing myself.