I really dont know what to say. Before posting I read through some of the other posts. Wow, there are some people here in horrible pain. I dont really see a point in talking. It would be a lost voice in a sea of lost voices. Screaming on the inside, typing on the outside. But nothing and no one is there to hear me. A single scream in a cacophony of voices. Or at least thats how it seems to me.