i built myself a castle in the recesses of my mind inside, the rooms were whitewashed bare - but bloody, from all the times the demons raged. the dungeons were dark, sinewed and covered in chains, bones crushed the echoes of hidden screams. but the tower was a sanctury. --- i'm scared i'm going crazy. but, i can't hide in anonymity here any more. too many people know me. i let them get too close. i dont know anymore... i give up.