Hi. I'm from the Caribbean, a sunny, vibrant place. Pity I don't seem to be as vibrant. I've read a lot of folks' posts here and I feel bad that soo many folks have been through so much pain. We are all in so much pain... I have ADHD, and it seems that having that kinda marks you for life, since you can't vibe on the same wavelength as most people. I have tried to commit suicide once, but that seemed more like a call for help, as the only effect was that I was out cold for 2 days on my bedroom floor. (Popped pills, then drank alcohol.) I got problems with work (no one likes me there, they want to get me fired), money (got debt up to my eyeballs, can't handle bills), and life in general (can't be sociably acceptable to anyone). But if anyone else is out there...please don't die. We may feel like dying at moments, but please...if we can't make it through with each other, who CAN we make it through with? I'm just typing this so it can help me become stronger, 'cause I'm feeling so weak right now...all my friends are out partying & enjoying the weekend while I have work to do so I can't be fired in the morning. It's called life. I know this. But does it always have to be so hard? Or maybe we have to become just hard enough to say "Screw you, life! You can't get ME!" I hope to become that someday. So, yeah. Hi.