*wonders if somebody else have it like this too* Every time I get pressured or get in a uncomfortable situation my voice locks and I can't say what I want... This have gotten me into some bad situations; I was unable to say no when a stranger I had only known for less than a day wanted to have sex, I was unable to say no when someone I didn't like asked me if I liked him, so I was together with him for 8months feeling nothin but disgust and irritation. Only reason I got out was because he started doing drugs and I used it as an excuse to leave him. (litteraly the day he started) I've never told anyone what I feel, and then I mean anyone. This is my first rant ever and I want to delete it. I feel it's my fault for not being "brave" enough, or taking critisizme too harsh, yet I know from experience that since those around me have hurt me so bad with what they said, i can't say anythin to them since they might get hurt the same way.