Even though i met more then a few girls in my life and i know how to make a good impresion, i will never br able to go to the next stage with them. Freandhsip is the farest point ill ever get, and its killing me becouse i cant accept it! Why? Why am i so worthless? I cant work, i cant do anything that worth something. I have everything in my life, my dad provides me with everything... But when a girl know i cant stand on my own feet thay just turn around and walk away My dad keep asking me when ill stop living on his support and he keeps telling me how worthless i am without him, and hes right, i am NOTHING!!! I am such a worhtless guy that even my dad says it, i am just a burden If ill die it will make things so much better on the long terms. Sure it will be a hit for my fammily but only in the short term, thay will servive right? I really considering stopping taking my pills, then the suicide thoughts and plans will come back and i will accept them with open arms. and then when i will be broken enough i will find myself a nice bridge (got an idea already) and jump off it. it high enough and below it there is a highway so ill die 100%.