unbearable existence

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by EmptyLife, Jun 30, 2010.

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  1. EmptyLife

    EmptyLife Well-Known Member

    decades and decades of misery. every day my mind is a torture chamber. no one to hold me since i was a child. can't wait until i get up the guts to kill myself. i've certainly tried to fight this disease as hard as i could.
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Can you talk about what's going on, what it is that's bringing you down?
  3. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    Yes please do talk with us...we are here for you and we care very much.

    Are you getting any help with your depression? It is a nasty thing we deal with and more often than not we need the aid of a professional to guide us back to the road to happiness.

    Hope to hear from you, it really helps to talk things out.

  4. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    Just backing up what them two above me have said, and if you need to talk my pm is always open.

    Take Care

  5. EmptyLife

    EmptyLife Well-Known Member

    nothing--that's the point. it's been decades of chronic, severe depression, not enjoying anything. it's unbearable. i have tried everything for depression. medical profession has nothing to offer me.
  6. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    What help and support have you received?
  7. EmptyLife

    EmptyLife Well-Known Member

    what--do you want me to list the 40 medications and combinations thereof? all the blood tests? all the therapists? all the hospitals? i have tried everything I can try. what is the point of listing what i have tried? i am talking decades. and yet, i have a relative who still insists i should have a "thorough workup" at a hospital! i have a major problem with people's denial, which is all they have to offer.
  8. Daphna

    Daphna Well-Known Member

    There are other sources for help. The world failed me, but I found hope still. Now I know better than to rely on the world because it cannot offer what it claims. Blessings..
  9. EmptyLife

    EmptyLife Well-Known Member

    Thank you for all your responses.
    Unfortunately, anger and irritability are part of my depression.
  10. Marty482

    Marty482 Well-Known Member

    I believe you've tried ot fight it as hard as you can. Maybe it's time to share your struggle with us. We can help you win this if we all work together I think.
    Have you tried prayer. It has helped me so much. I hope with all my heart and soul you will reachout morer and more and let others help you with your burden. You have done a great job,but you need to let it go and let others care and help!!!!

    Wite if you like

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