Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Archon, Dec 6, 2009.

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  1. Archon

    Archon Well-Known Member

    So, i'm 14. I'm feeling suicidal, i have a very neative veiw on the world. Alot of people hate me and can't aproach me. I have lost many friends(Not to death) and have been taken all over the place to try and gelp me. There is something wrong with me which is unknown, so i have to go all the way to a different city to talk to a specialist.
    I have been harming myself the past week, and i'm thinking about scuicide.
  2. nok1888

    nok1888 Well-Known Member

    Feeling suicidal is rough to say the least but as I said in your last post, your here because you recognise you want and need help. If that means you have to travel to a specialist then so be it at least theres people trying to help.

    It took 14 years to get someone to listen to me and take me serious even though I knew there was something wrong from a very young age, and when I say young, my first memory of something wrong I was 5, hard to believe but true.

    Take heart that you want help and there are people there wanting to help you, hang on and before long you'll be diagnosed and start getting the proper help.

    You have many people on here that are going through what you are so dont be afraid to talk

    ODIECOM Well-Known Member

    i guess, my question is, why do you believe ppl hate you ?
  4. Archon

    Archon Well-Known Member

    Because peole think i'm annoying. People find me just depressing and hard to be around, few people can even bear to apraoh me.

    ODIECOM Well-Known Member

    have they TOLD you this ?
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi Dillon. Welcome to the forum.

    I'm sorry you are going through such a tough time atm. :( Why do you think people hate you? Have they told you?
    There is a lot of help available if you reach out for it, do you have a school counsellor? :hug:
  7. Archon

    Archon Well-Known Member

    Yes, people hve told me this to my face.
    I do have a school counseler, aswell as a phycatrist, a phycologist and i go to a mental health program instead of school.
  8. Alliance

    Alliance Well-Known Member

    Are you describing me, perchance?

    Dont' harm yourself. That will only leave scars and make it worse.

    You're only 14, so I think you will be able to turn your life around. Give it more of a chance, and wait until you're older to make such a brash decision.
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