So, i'm 14. I'm feeling suicidal, i have a very neative veiw on the world. Alot of people hate me and can't aproach me. I have lost many friends(Not to death) and have been taken all over the place to try and gelp me. There is something wrong with me which is unknown, so i have to go all the way to a different city to talk to a specialist. I have been harming myself the past week, and i'm thinking about scuicide.