Discussion in 'Rape and Abuse' started by starlight2006, Mar 12, 2008.

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  1. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    I wish it was never comfirmed. That he never admitted it. I was happy living in the uncertaintity. And now it bothers me more than it ever did. I think it maybe the thing that is holding me back from losing it. Somewhere, subconsciously it is there. I wish it wasnt. I would do anything to go back and change that nite - so that I would never truly know.
  2. Hanging by a thread

    Hanging by a thread Well-Known Member

    aww hun, r u alrite? What happened? x x x
  3. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    like i said, if you ever need to talk, please PM me xxx
  4. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    It happened a few years ago. He admitted what he did. I only even had one memory of it - so was never really sure it happened. And now im starting to think that even tho it doesnt affect my everyday life, it is there in the background and it will be why i will never meet anyone
  5. Christianv2

    Christianv2 Well-Known Member

    Im sorry you feel this way. I agree with your point about uncertainty, it can be better than reality, sometimes you know what happened but your not for sure and just that fact alone is better than knowing exactly for sure what occured. I hope you feel better
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