Yup. Still here. But I'm having a major issue right now. I'm on a high dose of Xanax and trazodone. A lower dose of cymbalta and neurontin. And tizanidine for muscle relaxer purposes. And I'm smoking a lot more pot than I was 3 months ago. The issue is that 1: I want to just take them all. I have enough pills to just do it, won't, but I want to so badly. I'm stuck so deep in that all or nothing mentality that the color just isn't there. I'm so so tempted.