interview after interview no one will hire me. my skills are through the roof. I've been out of work over a year. I was almost finished with bachelor's degree but due to money and anxiety I couldn't take a full load of classes. Rent is backed up and due, me and my relationship is suffering because my boyfriend is not ambitious or working either. Everytime I take one step forward, I go one step back. The way I look is probably offputting. the fact that I've been going to school for ten years straight while I actually was working doesn't help me. My old job stressed me to the limit until i was laid off. all of my "friends" abandoned me. I keep borrowing money I will not be able to pay back. I just feel worthless and like I'll never reach the success in my life that I want. Health issues keep me from really losing weight and exercising. But how can I drop a ton of weight in time to go on my next interview? I feel like I'm being discriminated against and yet I feel I am my own worst enemy. I really want to die. If I had the means I would. I just don't want to try something that doesnt work.