So after my last suicide attempt I started feeling weird because I couldnt remember for three days after I attempted. I am glad that I am survived, but unerved that I dont remember what happened. Its like I have this big blank in my head. Most people probably dont want to have remembered this time but its like I am trying to put the pieces back in. I have been trying to put bit by bit of the pieces of what happened to fill in the blanks. I just dont like NOT knowing what happened, but my psychiatrist says that is probably good that I dont remember due to the trauma that it probably caused. Anybody else feel this way?