What?? I am puzzled. I am only mildly depressed and yet I have continual intrusive thoughts about suicide. I suddenly "see" myself suiciding. Always the same thing. I don't understand why I am thinking these thoughts when I am only mildly depressed. I have no idea what is going on. It is non-stop anytime I am at home alone and even happens when I am busy and out in the world. I have no intentions whatsoever to actually do anything. Anybody have any ideas about this?