I hate not being able to be happy because of one thing. And then just when you think that problems gone, and you feel that it doesn't matter anymore to you.. it comes back. Everything is getting better for me at the moment, except my "bestfriend" who well, I guess is my ex-bestfriend now. She meant so much to me, but just argh I hate her. I don't want anything to do with her ever. I would be happy if I didn't have her coming back all the time and ruining my mood. I just want to be able to forget her, or at least not think about her so it doesn't bother me. Is there anything I can do? I know eventually in time I'll be over her, but it's unfair because I know she's not suffering at all, and it's always like this. She goes and makes me so unhappy while she's perfectly fine. I hate letting her upset ME, when it doesn't mean shit to her.