On September 25 I overdosed on < Mod edit Hazel: > and then ended up in a facility for seven days to protect me from myself. It is such a joke. B/c now that I am out I want nothing more than to OD again. I was so close, I don't even remember how I ended up in intensive care. I am so sad someone found me. I could be dead today and not live thru the constant hurt and pain I am experiencing right now. I am just angry that I have to see another day. I was raped and got my heartbroken within 72hours of each other, why do I have to live another day.