unhappy

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Malcontent, Jan 3, 2007.

  1. Malcontent

    Malcontent Staff Alumni

    I'm so unhappy. I can't even laugh properly anymore. Even when I make jokes it's just bitter and sarcastic. I really don't care about anything. All I wanna do is get drunk, cut the crap outta myself, and overdose. But I've already done that today... I'm standing on the edge again, looking down into that black pit. I'm not afraid of falling, I'm afraid I'll decide to jump. And whatever terrible things I do after I lose control, I'll enjoy it. I can feel pressure building up in my head again, something's gotta give. I'm going to crack.
     
  2. BrokenPieces

    BrokenPieces Well-Known Member

    Hun... I hope your okay...

    i am deeply concerned for you... and hope that if you need to talk... you will PM me so we can talk...

    I am here if you need me...

    Love BP

    oh and lots of :hug: 's
     
  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Mal, words fail me :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
  4. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Mal hun :sad:

    We all care so much for you and we are worried for you, we know your going through a very bad time but please stay strong, we know you can get through this.

    Take care hun

    Viks x