Over the years I have been in and out of hospital for various illnesses and during those times was given morphine for pain relief. It occured so often that after i got out of hospital I was hooked on it and for the last couple of years have battled to get off it. But everytime I get off it something else comes along that drives me back to it. And I don't think I have the strength to give it up again. I feel like od'ing right now and theres nothing and no one telling me i shouldnt. i just dont know what to do, i want a way out i want to be happy but i cant see that happening. if there is anyone who any help or advice please tell me because i m desperate to stay.