So I'm just posting generally whats going on.. The neighborhood I live in isn't safe as I have received threats.. living on $18 a week... All month since Christmas Ive had a screwed up sleep schedule.. My cat is sick and no money to take her in... I had something take control of my body and OD without my knowledge causing a lot of paranoia.. I don't have money to do anything.. I cant get a job.. I cant go for walks.. All day today Ive been unmotivated to do anything.. I usually run out of food stamps by half the month and I have to spread my food out a lot to maybe 1-2 meals a day... I have food allergies and my regular allergies have been acting up and I have asthma and no inhaler... No money for allergy meds and I'm allergic to benadryl anyway... And that's just to name a few things... sigh... I just want to sleep and never wake up..