Unreal...I tell the truth and he doubts me

[Aurelia]

My stepfather choked me while drunk and looked at me as if he was going to rape me after the fact. Granted, he didn't touch me again after that, thank God. But it still is what it is. My mother flat out called me a liar and my brother said that if I wasn't a drug addict people would believe me as if the shit is MY fault. I said dude, drug addicts lie about drugs. Not about scumbag, drunk pieces of shit who put their hands on women for no reason. UGH. What am I supposed to do? They all doubt me. I'm the fucking black sheep and can't wash it away. I need to move out. That's just it. I can't be here in this house any longer. Fuck them.

 

[MisterBGone]

Sounds like your Mother is in denial. And your brother, well - he may just not know, what it is he doesn't know (you know?). Sorry you had to have this horrible experience & terrifying I'm sure. For them to not believe you is very hurtful, and must make you feel somewhat worthless (in their eyes; like, as if you lack credibility, or something?)... I wouldn't blame you one iota, if you'd decided to get the heck out of there, especially if you fear for your own safety!

And what of your Step father? How has he reacted to all of this? I sincerely hope that if he truly does not recall his actions, and forget apologize to you; but what I would worry about more, is if he was somehow now angry at/or with you. And not necessarily looking for revenge. But just maybe to take out, or displace some of that frustration on you even if only in passive-aggressive manner & tones (in the future). Say nothing of the next time he is wasted~

 

[KM76710]

I hope that you find a better turn in your life and a better and safer place for yourself. Uncertainty and fear are tough enough and more so when you feel nobody is listening or caring about you.

 

[Astrid78]

What a terrible thing to go through, I hope you can find a place soon.
Hugs @Aurelia

 

[Ju]

I'm sorry your having to deal with this. It's not easy not being believed by your family.
My step father abused me for 7 years and I ended up pregnant at 13 but according to my family this never happened and I was still a virgin. Who did they think I was?? Mary??

 

[Brokendownwreck]

I agree. You need a plan to get out of there. I hope you can get a plan together and find a safe place this is an intolerable situation. Nobody should find themselves faced with.