i am a 46 yr old male in uk and my life has fallen into an unbelievable mess over the past few yrs, i am in the most surreal other worldly situation of facing complete financial ruin because i cannot physically prevent a family member from physically interfering with every single thing i do and i have completely given up.
on one side the last thing i want to do is die because this would only give my family and estranged wife the utmost satisfaction but on the other hand though suicide is sometimes referred to as a permanent solution to a temporay problem in my case it is a permanent solution to a permanent problem and no matter which way i have turned be it to my doctor or volunteery bodys there is no help for me so much to the point i have now decided on the method
on one side the last thing i want to do is die because this would only give my family and estranged wife the utmost satisfaction but on the other hand though suicide is sometimes referred to as a permanent solution to a temporay problem in my case it is a permanent solution to a permanent problem and no matter which way i have turned be it to my doctor or volunteery bodys there is no help for me so much to the point i have now decided on the method