So i wasnt really sure were to post this but i guess this is as goid a place as any. my life has gone into a downward spiral the past few months. and well its a. long story that i.dont feel like going into. but i just feel so unwanted and worthless. my own mom has left me. ive been thinking of death. all day... then i found this place. maybe itll help me not feel so alone. but i also feel asamed of how ive been feeling. i have a counslor but im noot sure if i dare to addmite it or not, that.this is how im feeling. ive beel put in.a.hospital before cause.of it... so i kind of know how that works. i dont know what to do. eveeyones been saying rhat ive been doing so.well wirh the siuation im in. i guess i.doont want to disapoint anyone or seem weak by admitting that feel this bad. i guess im at a breaking point.