I don't want to bother anyone, but I feel as if I have no other place to go. I recently graduated from university, but during my time there I turned into an alcoholic. I can't go a day without drinking; otherwise, I begin shaking and sweating profusely. Well, my mother kicked me out of the house after she found vodka in my room. The day after I was taken to hospital for being drunk in public in a different town... Then today, in the early morning, I was arrested for driving impaired with an open container. I feel so helpless and can't stop crying. I feel as if my life has just ended and that I have ruined everything. I feel as if I'm trapped in a nightmare and cannot escape.