untill i finally...die

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by jane doe, Nov 29, 2006.

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  1. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    I´ve been dreaming about you
    I´ve been waiting about you
    I´ve been trying to find you
    But doesn´t matter what i do,
    you are only on my mind
    Everytime I´ve tryed to get closer to you
    i´ve got hurt
    and i´m not the onlyone
    Everyone who tryes, but didn´t get you,
    got hurts
    and i´ve been trying to be with you
    so many times, that i´m tired
    tired of getting hurt
    tired of living my life like this
    i just want everything ends
    my dreams
    my waiting
    my search
    i just want to be with you and finally....die

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    well i wrote this last night, i hope you like it.
     
  2. blackfire

    blackfire Well-Known Member

    What do you mean by that poem?
     
  3. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    it was a way to get all the bad feelings out without hurting myself(litteraly). i was very down last night and i´ve been trying to control myself because i must hide my scars to everyone(because nobody knnows how i am) and by writting that i felt a little bit better, i don´t know. what do you think? did you like it?
     
  4. blackfire

    blackfire Well-Known Member

    Yes I did like it. I also have scars that I hide from cutting. It is a lonely world we live in. There are many people on this site I wish I could talk with in person. I found people who have difficulty in life like me. Don't let life get you down. Matt
     
  5. ace

    ace Well-Known Member

    Jane and Black it is a tough lonely world but we're here for each other,I'm so sorry for the way you guy's are feeling and understanding the pain you're in please talk to me I'm here for you.
     
  6. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    i wrote something else last night i hope you like it
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    White like the moon
    natural as breathing
    simple like the snow
    You´ve taking everything
    that once, belong to me
    You are always present in my thoughts
    and I, a fool who doesn´t understand anything
    i dedicated my entire life to you
    and that´s the way i knew you will answer my call
    taking away everithing from me
    taking away everyonewho ever loved me
    taking away...who i used to be
    and you let only a shadow
    of the happy woman i was once
    and this shadow
    walks lonely, drawning itself on tears
    this shadow is, may be, the memory of me
    but i just know
    this shadow wants the moon comes out
    so it can rest in peace at last
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    i will appreciate eny kind of observation about it___________
     
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