I'm bored. I'm not fulfilled by my life or any path I take. I'm out of the navy, or I was enlisted as a nuclear operator but I opted not to go to boot camp, which is completely legal and not going AWOL. I was released from any obligation. Now I'm in college going for my true passion, which is oil painting, fine arts, but I find myself taking meaningless and unimportant classes simply to qualify for my degree. I find it a waste of time. I'm not living how I want to, and I don't want to hear bullshit about how I have to wait before it gets better. I've been waiting and trying new things. I guess I'm just ill-suited to survive in a such a world devoid of emotion.