This was written to a certain person. Sometimes I wish the world could see the real me... or maybe even help me find myself again. I wear masks everyday; all of different color, shape, thought, and persona. I dont know who I am anymore; I am not sure if I ever knew to begin with. But I do know that at one point there was something I cared about... and someone. I don't know what to even write anymore. I can think of no words that can even begin to express how I feel. Maybe I am crazy; maybe we are all crazy. I just don't know anymore. You don't know how I feel. You can't even imagine and I can't even explain so please don't ask me to. No one would should ever feel this. I don't wish this on my enemies or even on those who have wronged me or my friends. I sometimes wish I didn't have friends. Sometimes i just want to do things but I know that it will hurt someone or disappoint them. I would rather something hurt me than to hurt those I care about. I feel that it is almost my duty to protect those around me; friend or no friend.