Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by TheOncomingStorm, Apr 17, 2010.

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  1. TheOncomingStorm

    TheOncomingStorm Well-Known Member

    I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s time for me to decide,
    Today will be the day whether I choose to end it or survive.
    I’ve been trying to find the strength within for far too long
    You keep telling me it’ll be ok but I honestly think you are wrong.

    Will today be the day that the thread decides to break?
    Or will today be the day that from the depression do I wake?
    My options have been playing on my mind for what seems an eternity
    Maybe if I hang on then a miracle I will begin to see.

    For weeks on end I have felt lost and all alone
    Not a familiar face is left on these dark streets that I do roam
    Every one ran away before the depression caught them too
    They don’t know what it’s like to feel so awfully confused

    For far too long I have hidden behind a mask,
    I’ve been fooling you with smiles to avoid the questions you may ask
    Whilst really I’ve been wandering by myself in a world that I do not belong
    Asking myself what did I do to cause all this pain? Where did I go wrong?

    I’ve never been important enough to pay attention to,
    And maybe when I’m gone will you deny this to be true
    But I know the truth that shall be hidden behind your lies,
    I will know that it shall be only false tears that will fall from your eyes

    I’ve been digging in my past, trying to find a happy memory,
    But instead all’s I’ve become is my own enemy.
    I’ve failed at finding something that is worth clinging on for
    And inside my head have I created war.

    I’ve made my decision and a final farewell is due,
    I’m finally undoing the mess that I got myself into
    By tomorrow shall I have drawn my final breath
    And at last can I fall into my forever lasting peaceful rest.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I hope your depression breaks and you stay here with us and keep fighting okay
  3. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    I think that's a scarily good piece of writing. I have no clue whether scarily is a word or not, but you get the thought behind it.

    Hang in there, we're here for you. :hug:
  4. TheOncomingStorm

    TheOncomingStorm Well-Known Member

    Thanks for commenting you two :hug:
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