No words can describe how I feel agonising suffocating misery the devil is on my shoulder, I have nobody nobody but the worst thing is I don't have myself I've destroyed myself inside and out. Its unbearable and agonising I can't face the mirror let alone another person.
My hair I wrecked it pulled so much out I look so awful freakshow and ppl look at me in street or shops cos I'm tht revolting I look shocking. I'm not being dramatic its awful Im not a vain twat like the bitch of a so called mother I have and I'm far from shallow but it hurts I'm 24 supposed to be a woman. Wat a joke
Ow chest hurts now just so alone and helpless I hate living here too fukin mice pissing shitting everywher I have nothing left pcs broken cd players and now tv and dvd can't stand it I can't stand it I'm hurting so much its unreal I've never felt so ill in my life I have nothing nobody and nowhere to run to no music nothing so called dad just verbally abuses me and makes out I'm a pig alcoholic etc lazy etc destroyed me like he did my shit mother who got away from it all I'll never forgive them ever not this time never let it go last year either I'm not good but no human being deserves this
My hair I wrecked it pulled so much out I look so awful freakshow and ppl look at me in street or shops cos I'm tht revolting I look shocking. I'm not being dramatic its awful Im not a vain twat like the bitch of a so called mother I have and I'm far from shallow but it hurts I'm 24 supposed to be a woman. Wat a joke
Ow chest hurts now just so alone and helpless I hate living here too fukin mice pissing shitting everywher I have nothing left pcs broken cd players and now tv and dvd can't stand it I can't stand it I'm hurting so much its unreal I've never felt so ill in my life I have nothing nobody and nowhere to run to no music nothing so called dad just verbally abuses me and makes out I'm a pig alcoholic etc lazy etc destroyed me like he did my shit mother who got away from it all I'll never forgive them ever not this time never let it go last year either I'm not good but no human being deserves this