Okay, note to self. The person on the bus who looks exactly like someone you knew is NOT THE SAME ONE WHO DIED. FUCK. Sorry. Okay let me explain the situation a bit better. I once knew a woman called Melinda right? The one who passed away in the car accident and today I saw a person exactly like her, just with slight changes.* As you can imagine, I was absolutely shocked. Legs shaking and on te verge of crying I talk to her and when I realized she WASNT Melinda, I smiled and walked into the nearest bathroom. And basked my eyes out. Depression is starting to kick in again and again I find the need to have a reason to live and talk to someone I could trust in person. I need to calm down, get my shit together and pretend nothings wrong with me. Now that I think about it, this is a pretty rare situation isn't it? Honestly, what are the fucking chances that this would happen? FUCK. I need help!