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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by AlexElm, May 18, 2011.

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  1. AlexElm

    AlexElm Well-Known Member

    Okay, note to self. The person on the bus who looks exactly like someone you knew is NOT THE SAME ONE WHO DIED. FUCK. Sorry. Okay let me explain the situation a bit better. I once knew a woman called Melinda right? The one who passed away in the car accident and today I saw a person exactly like her, just with slight changes.*

    As you can imagine, I was absolutely shocked. Legs shaking and on te verge of crying I talk to her and when I realized she WASNT Melinda, I smiled and walked into the nearest bathroom. And basked my eyes out. Depression is starting to kick in again and again I find the need to have a reason to live and talk to someone I could trust in person.

    I need to calm down, get my shit together and pretend nothings wrong with me. Now that I think about it, this is a pretty rare situation isn't it? Honestly, what are the fucking chances that this would happen? FUCK. I need help!
     
  2. Julia-C

    Julia-C Well-Known Member

    It happens more often then you think. I have experienced similar event several times in my life, and probably once a year or so.

    I hope you start to feel better. :hug:
     
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    It's never happened to me.. But my siblings have been driving down the road and seen a guy who looks like me..
     
  4. AlexElm

    AlexElm Well-Known Member

    She was a friend ever since I was little and after a while, I grew pretty fond of her. She was the one person I could talk to and she was the one shoulder I could "cry" on. One person I could trust completely.

    Then she passed away from a car crash and I found out 2 weeks later.
     
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