What's the point? Why am I trying? It's not appreciated, so why do I bother? :unsure: Ok, rant over. I'll explain. Mum went back to work today at 9am, which leaves me alone to look after Nan. Anyone that's read any of my recent posts will know how badly I have been doing. I have been dreading basically being put in sole responsibility of my Nan, but today I tried to put it to the back of my mind and concentrate on her. No time to think about myself, Nan comes first. So got up at 9 and made Nan breakfast, Mum never gets here til 10am anyway, so nothing particuarly different there. Nan's nurse came in and they were talking etc. Nan started crying and couldnt stop. She turned to me and said "I miss your Mum, I wish she was here." It's 12:45 (Mum's been at work for less than 5 hours) and Nan has said that she wants her back about 10 times dry.gif She also told the nurse that she didn't think she would be here much longer, but thzt's a different story. What have I done today? Tried to be nice to her. Tried to look after her. Not good enough is it? I'm not my Mum, I'm not the one she wants here. I'M not good enough for her. One more thing. Mum just emailed me moaning at me for leaving my Nan in the house alone for a few minutes. Why did I leave her alone? Because SHE wanted shopping. Can't do anything right can I? *sighs* What's the point anymore. I GIVE UP OKAY. DONE. FINE. DONT CARE. Sorry for the MAJOR rant.