up and down....

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by justmeonlyme, Sep 16, 2010.

  1. justmeonlyme

    justmeonlyme Long Time SFer Staff Alumni

    im so sick of this up and down up and down... and so on....
    i over it when im down i just wanted be happy but the happy just makes the bad so much worse i hate this i just want my life back i wanted be a "normal" teenage girl i cant take this i hate it i just wanted be happy i should be happy i have everything!! why does things have to be this way i just want things to be better i hate this so so much!!! why do i feel thing way things should be good!! i have good friends, an ok family, a roof over my head, enough food and clean water, i have a loving boyfriend things should be good!!! why aren't they i cant take this much longer... i just want it all to stop!!i cant do this anymore... ahhhhhh why cant it just stop!! i should be happy i was there for a few weeks things where going well!! but now im back to up and down heck i can go from supper happy to supper down in about 2 seconds flat i hate this i just want it to stop... :'(
     
  2. flowingriver

    flowingriver Well-Known Member

    I hope you are feeling better. *hugs*
     
  3. justmeonlyme

    justmeonlyme Long Time SFer Staff Alumni

    i wish i could say i was...