Today was one of those days i wish i never had woken up. I am so upset right now. my dang car broke down on me today. the back breaks went out but it did it without me wrecking which made me ever more madder. I would have rather wrecked it down in a bluff then just keep on living. but now i have to get it fixed and it is another burden to me again. My life sucks. i wished i was already dead. I wished i had never came back from my last attempt and will be glad this next attempt will do me in for good. I am just so upset. nothing ever goes good for me. i have had it with this dumb life of mine. Theres comes a time in ones life where they have to just give up well that time has come for me. nothing never goes good for me. i even had people tell me that things will get better that this does not happen all the time to someone well i have news for them. it does. it always has. it always happens to me. something always happens and i do not ask for it or want it. i hate myself. i hate my life. i will be glad when it is over with. then i can see some peace. God i want to die right now!