Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by ~Nobody~, May 19, 2007.
I have an almost overwhelming urge to kill myself.
Stay with us hunny.
fight the urge
it will pass
I don't know quite how to deal with this.
I feel... Fuzzy. I want to take them. My life will only get worse.
I have to get off the computer hunny, but I'll PM you my mobile number - If you need me, prank me and I'll call you straight back.
:hug: Somebody. What's going on hon? :hug:
Remember it's a permenate solution to a temporary problem. All problems and feelings pass with time. Try to focus on the good things in your life. May I ask what happened?
I just had a really crazy half hour or so. I'm sure I could have. I've never really felt quite like that before, it's always been a planned thing.
Thanks Sammie for keeping me distracted with woodlice :smile:.
And thanks everyone for the support and care :grouphug: Sorry I posted, in a way, I was just scared by the feeling. I felt taken-over. Does anyone know what I mean? :unsure:
Things don't feel even the slightest bit better today, but I don't feel so controlled and weird. I just feel utterly depressed. *sigh* :sad:
PS. Twisted Sweet Lies, I have to mention - I love your avatar :smile:. And Welcome :hug:
I'm sorry I couldn't think of anything better to distract you with :hug:
Don't be! It was great, thank you :hug: :smile:
Yep I know what you mean. Its that annoying thought/feeling that sometimes you get telling you to just not bother anymore =/
But its goes away after a day or so :smile:
lol @ woodlice! im glad you had someone there for you to stop you doing something you may have later regretted.
Im so happy/glad you are still with us.
Dont ever feel sorry for posting. if you didnt, then you wouldnt have been distracted, and who knows what wouldve happened then? i hate to think of it!
i know we all get our dark moments, and i hope theyve been lifted for you today.
thinking of you *cwtches* stay safe x