I will be online waiting for replies so please don’t think ow he won’t get this sooner but I will, thanks guys. Introduction about my past: I have a past which includes being mentally and physically abused by my father from the age of 6-14 years old and left home when I was 14 years old and lived with my grandparents for a year in a rented bungalow so I was free from him but because of the rent being increased they decided to invest in a house when I was 15 years old. This was when my nightmare started because my grandparents thought it would be a good idea to move just down the road from my abusive father and mother how wrong they were! Since the day we moved into the house my father has constantly stalked me whether it be in a car, on foot, on a bike, standing on a public footpath or standing on top of his drive way looking down at our house. Every time I pull my curtains he tries to see if he can see me from the top of his drive, in the car, or on foot, when I go to places with my grandparents my father is there just staring at us and even when I am out and about he purposely tries to look for me and has found me on quite a few occasions whether it be in Tenpin Bowling or an Adventure Park he would be there. The Huge Problem: Last Thursday my father decided to do something so stupid it could decide his fate for the worse, but he deserves it! At 9:24am I was on foot walking past my neighbour’s house when my father drove from the left hand side and stopped opposite of my neighbour’s house and stared at me until I continued to walk around the corner of the estate. My intuition told me that he is going to cut though the estate and approach me from the top of the road and which is another 5 minutes from the bus stop so I decided to get some video evidence. 10 seconds after recording the top corner he drove down the road stopped a drives length from me then reversed back wound down the window and said what is wrong? Are you alright? What do you think you are doing? And I love you son? I had no chance but to confront him and said Stop Harassing me, Stop Stalking me, If you do not leave I will take you to Court and told him to go to Hell! He left straight away but slowly! Those extra 5 minutes walk were like walking through hell and back not knowing whether he would be coming back or not. He even told my mother what he did!? And she has warned him 1000 times over the period of 11 years (I’m 26 now) to STOP Stalking Me!!!! When I arrived into town from the bus stop I decided to walk to the Police Station and tell them what happened as I am not feeling safe as I know he could harm me badly. Unfortunately my Anxiety and stress was so high I could not get myself to walk into the station and tell them what happened and to give them the video evidence. The Question: I had to tell a huge lie to my grandparents as my grandma was the one who told my mother that I always catch the 9:35am bus whilst he was in the house in the first place. The lie was that “I went to the police station, told them everything including the child abuse etc! I am now under police protection and have their direct number and they have got my mobile phone as did not know how to take the video evidence off and the police will be seeing him during this week. It has almost been a week since the incident happened and not sure how long I can maintain the lie for so he does not continue to stalk me. I am very scared for my safety and wellbeing as I know he is either going to do something crazy even more then stalking! I was looking forward to seeing my CBT therapist today but was told I had an appointment to see her next week on Wednesday so I got the date wrong, damn it. Since Monday I have been planning on leaving home for good and stay in a B&B (for safety reasons) for a month so I can start arranging and planning a new life anywhere in the UK “BUT” I need some help planning it and that is where my therapist comes into it, but can I hold off until next Wednesday???? And will my escape strategy work without her help????