My best friend just told me that sh'e not going to be around much longer. when I asked her to tell me what was bothering her she says she doesn't want to talk about it. She has mentioned killing herself in the past, but I was always able to calm her down and get her to talk about how she was feeling, but this time it's different. All I asked her to do if she does decide to commit suicide is to just come by here and let me know so that i'd be at least able to say goodbye to her, and she won't do that. All she seems to be concerned about is me following her lead and killing myself if she does. I told her that if she doesn't talk to me about it that i'm going to call 911 b/c I won't let her die. Then she turns around and says that she just wants to go to sleep, but I don't know if I believe her, since I did try to kill myself yesterday and told every1 around me the same line that she told me so that no1 would bother checking on me. I tried calling the suicide hotline for some information on what to do, and the only advice they can give me is to get in touch with her parents and tell them to keep an eye on her, but I have no way of getting in touch with them at all, and as far as I know she is at home by herself. I would go over there, but I have no car and there is no public transportation to get me to where she is so I can at least be with her. She won't tell me anything about if she has a plan or when or where she wants to do this. I am scared to call 911 though because she has made these threats before but eventually snapped out of it, and I don't want to anger her with me even more than she already is. She refuses to get help of any sort because she says she's tried it and all the psychologist wants to talk about is her relationship with her ex which makes her even more upset. She also refuses to take any type of medication to help her moods b/c when she was younger she saw how her father was when he was on meds, and she believes that it was an over treatment of psych meds that ended up killing her father. She even got me to come off of my meds for bi-polar because she was so afraid that I was being over medicated. and to tell you the truth I have felt so much better with her in my life and I don't get too up or down, and I myself am starting to believe that sometimes it really is just the people that you are around that can make symptoms come out more. I'm pretty sure that she's not in immediate danger right now. but any info on how to help her without speaking to a professional or putting her on meds (which like I said b4, she'd refuse). I am just really concerned about it going too far one day and her acting on her impulses. She is a very impulsive person and she really does scare me sometimes. There is no1 that I can talk to about this. I tried asking my mother for advice and she has no idea, and talking to her mother about it is absolutely out of the question...I think if I did talk 2 her about it that would push my friend over the edge. PLZ give some helpful advice. Thank You.