urges for no reason

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Malcontent, Dec 11, 2006.

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  1. Malcontent

    Malcontent Staff Alumni

    I really want to cut. No idea why. I just really really want to be bleed. But if I do I know I'll feel worse. Maybe that's why I want to, so I feel something...
     
  2. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Have you cut before?

    :hug:
     
  3. Malcontent

    Malcontent Staff Alumni

    Yeah, a lot :sad:
     
  4. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Okay, I'm sorry you're feeling this way :hug:. How long's it been since you last did it?

    Are you sure nothing's triggering you? If it really is about wanting to feel something, then try taking a really cold shower, or squeezing an ice cube...

    Hope you're okay :arms:.
     
  5. Malcontent

    Malcontent Staff Alumni

    *TRIGGER*



    Well right now, it's been a couple of minutes :sad: but before that a few weeks I think, I don't bother to count.

    It didn't work anyway, still feel nothing. I could've kept going if it wasn't for the amount of blood
     
  6. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Mal hun :sad: :hug: :hug: :hug: Here if you need me
     
  7. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Oh sweetheart... :hug: :hug:

    I'm really sorry you're feeling this way.

    Are you okay? (Physically I mean.)

    I'm here if you want to talk.

    x x
     
  8. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Mal?

    Are you alright?

    x
     
  9. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Awww hun, i can understand, i get the urge for no reason aswell. Sucks big time i know.

    Here if you ever wanna talk :arms:
     
  10. Malcontent

    Malcontent Staff Alumni

    I'm wanting to do it again...
     
  11. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Hun stick it out, i know you can, your a strong guy. Please try your best to resist. We all care soo much about you and don't wanna see you hurting like this.

    :hug:
     
  12. Malcontent

    Malcontent Staff Alumni

    I'm not strong, I just did it again. Worse this time. F*ck
     
  13. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Hun we all have slip ups, how bad is the cut?? and where?
     
  14. Malcontent

    Malcontent Staff Alumni

    Got about 20 on my arms. They're mostly ok, but there's one deep one that keeps bleeding. But it should be ok
     
  15. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Hun if it keeps bleeding you should get it looked at :hug:
     
  16. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    Apply direct pressure.

    :hug: :hug:
     
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