Just seems like one thing after another. Depression, suicidal thoughts, urges to self harm, starving no matter how much I eat.... plus, trying to keep up with the house and hurting at the same time. Trying to rest, kids needing help with things. If it wasn't me hurting, I wouldn't have a problem helping them and getting more things done. I love doing that stuff but not when I am hurting. I took Tylenol which helped but the pain is back. Plus, I'm exhaused. I need more sleep. My head hurts too. I feel like crying.