i just feel so...low. all the bloody time. i just want to be alone all the time, but at the same time i feel so lonely. i have no one and i have nothing. i just wish it would all end. i dont want to be a quitter but i cant see anything getting easier. i just have lows, with no highs anymore. i feel so weighed down that i cant see any good anymore. i just wish i could stay away from everyone. and i would if it wasnt for college. arghhh. sorry. im sorry for sounding sorry for myself. i know you all have your own problems. ive just lost everything. ive lost myself.