**Urgh, why allways me!?!?**

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Marshmallow, Nov 19, 2006.

  1. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    For fuck sake!!!!!!!

    What the hell is wrong with you! fair enough i can listen to people, bet seriously, everytime for the past 4 - 5 months! either about how shit u feel or about her.

    You know full well i feel shit most of the time! feel suicidal and yet you still decided to talk about suicide when you know im in a good mood! as soon as you pop up *bang* my mood drops, sooo fucking quickly!

    Soooooo fucking triggered right now :cry:

    Fair enough she made you happy! she choose to break up with you, she may but my cousin but i can't change the way she feels! this is one of the reason she broke up with you! your too controlling as she put it, i could even notice!

    Im not in your relationship! so why did you continuosly bring me into it! even she said u kept doing it! i told u before i didnt wanna be involved in your and her problems, but yet again where am i? in the fucking middle!

    I don't need someone saying they wanna crash their car, jump under a train, want their heart to give out in the night. Even say they want someone to come up to them and stab you! My brother has had a knife put to his throat! you know what thats like!

    My aunty knew someone who got stabbed on a bus, in camden because he told the bloke to stop throwing chips at his girlfriend! he had a life, was getting married, a family ....... and you wanna throw it away! He didn't choose to die that way! but you tell me thats what you want to happen!

    Sooo fucking triggered! was perfectly fine this morning! well had 3 hours sleep, was woken up (thanks ester lol) had a nice convo, had a convo with ester and my mate on skype, had a laugh, went out feeling good, had a really nice day out with my mum and nan, havn't feel happy like that in a long time, come home feeling allright then as soon as you pop up bam mood gone.

    All you need to do is accept she broke up with you! i can't make her change her mind, shes moved on, she may be my cousin but i cant manipulate the way she feels for you!

    Sorry everyone, had to get it out
  2. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    aww wifey *hugs* you know where to find me hun :wink: *sending big tight hugs* :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
  3. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Sorry gotta do this

    You fucking prick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I swear to god mate, if i fucking see you! ima knock the shit outta ya!

    No one fucking calls anyone in my family a slut and gets away with it!!!!

    Fucking prick!!!
  4. One who listens..

    One who listens.. Well-Known Member

    Woo-sah Vikki, I'll talk with you on msn.
  5. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Go the VIKSTAR!!! ..Kneecap the bastard Vik .. NO bugger messes with us Londoners !!!!!
  6. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Loooool don't fuck with us london girls :laugh:

    hehe me and Dev are proof of what we act like :biggrin::laugh:
  7. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    :jason: ... DEV :gun: .....Vikki
  8. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    I wanna be a londoner!!! no fair!! lol! ...:eek:hmy: :unsure:
  9. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    I hope you are feeling better, I hope so, but you seem to feel a bit better. :hug: :hug:
  10. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Carolyn you've already got the lingo sorted, now all u need are the bovver boots :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
  11. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Cool, will ya send me some? :rolleyes: :tongue:
  12. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    They're on their way Carolyn plus a pair of braces :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
  13. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    huh? :unsure:
  14. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    don't ya know what braces are?? :unsure:
  15. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    What kinda braces, only braces I know of are for ya teeth! :tongue:
  16. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    LOL !!!! Nah these go over your shoulders and hold your trousers up.

    To be really cool you have to hook your thumbs in em at the front and swagger as you walk :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
  17. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    OoOoHHH LOL ...yeah, to be cool, send me some hehe :bleh:
  18. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    lol they'd hurt if ya let your thumb slip, ouch!!!!