Everything is suffocating. :cry:
I don't know. I can't function. I've lost control. I don't think I'm strong enough for anything anymore.
I just want to hide away. The idea of being able to disappear is fascinating.
I wish I could fade, or suddenly and inconspicuously leave it all behind; either way is fine with me. I only know of one way to make that happen... and, for the sake of others, I can't even do that.
But if I don't, I'll keep feeling like this. Can hardly breathe.