I don't know why, but I feel like crying right now. :blub: maybe I'm having a mood swing... I feel depressed a lot. I hate my cousin... I wish she would leave me the hell alone... stupid bitch (excuse my french). It really sucks when you have no one to talk to. I tried talking to my best friend, and I ended up crying and I felt stupid because he didn't know what to do and I didn't know what to do and I'm not allowed to see him... and it's all... DEPRESSING!!!!! but on the bright side, it's been almost a whole week since I've taken' a whack at my arm with a blade :laugh:!!!!! Wow this sucks... never mind. I have never thought about covering up my arms with long sleeves... I don't have many scars because I just started cutting. I don't want it to get worse though... I don't want to cut anymore. And the worst thing about my being "isolated" (as my mom puts it) is that now she wants me to talk to a counselor... FUDGE!!!! I don't want to talk to someone I don't know! They'll think I'm nuts!!!! God, I'm so worried...... whatever though... :dry:
